So this morning i had to get up and go to the job centre  -_- , joys. Curently at home watching day time telly. Just ate my lunch, yum. I have a second job intreview today so hopefully fingers crossed i get it, iv been looking for a job for so long now and im starting to pull my hair out. With cysticfibrosis i feel like its even harder to bag a job. As soon as i tick that disabled box i feel like the application flys off to a cyber bin some where.

I am abit nervous today, my last interview nothing was said or asked about my cf. So maybe today i will have to fill something out stating that i have a illness. At this point in time i do not get disability living allowence and they said im not "ill" enough. I find it so silly i have a life long genetic illness, its not magicly going anywhere. I suppose as my health gets worse then i will be able to have my dla back. untill then i want to work , as long as i am able too i want to be in employment.


There are all these questions i want to ask them today, but i dont want to overwell them. And i havent even been offered a job yet, sooo. When is the right time to ask them questions or tell them things about my illness. What if i have to go into hopsital for two weeks, will i loose my job ? , will they be able to give my hours to some one else ? Im not completly sure where i stand. Just have to see what happends today i suppose.

I think im getting a cold or something. My chest was really tight yesterday, i was weasy alot and i seem to be coughing alot more. My chest feels ok at the moment. Fingers crossed it doesnt go to my chest or i end up getting sick.

Well im off now, lets see where the day will bring me aye.

forever jack xx