Life

There saying babies born now with cf will live into there 50-60s and more. That's amazing news ! I have always told my self I will be the oldest living cf. I was told a lady at my hospital died at the age of 80 with cf , so why can't I ! It's strange, transplant is something I have never seen for my self, nor is dieing prematurely. I no people will say you can't predict when it's going to happen or when you will get sick , but I think a possible mind will take you places. When I was younger I was unhappy and I used to be in and out of hospital for Ivs all the time, had a port fitted. But as I got older I became happier , gained loads of weight, set goals, got existed about the future and my health got better and better. My port has been removed and I haven't had Ivs in about 4 and a bit years. I feel bad sometime the fact I'm doing so well , when others around me are not. It's when some one younger then me passes of cf that messes my head up. It's not fair. How comes I'm so well and there not. Am I just lucky ? Why?, but with the illness I suppose we will never know. For now I'm going to keep positive, keep upbeat, do all I want In life and surround my self with my strong loved ones :).   Xxxx