Christmas countdown.

So it is the 20th December, 5 days untill christmas. I have a cold at the moment so been feeling abit crappy. I am starting to feel abit better , but my cough is still there. It's embarrassing being out and feeling like everyone is looking at you. I am off to London today and I'm looking forward to it , but also abit nervous as I am coughing still. I know it's silly, I shouldn't be scared or embarrassed to cough but I don't like people looking at me like I am going to make everyone I'll. I don't like being looked at as the "sick" one. Any who I am looking forward to Christmas , hoping I feel better buy then. I have a few more present to wrap , the problem with being organised is that all my presents where bought ages ago. But it has just ment I keep seeing other things and buying them! What isit about Christmas that makes you go "oohhh go on they deserve it" maybe I will try to be less organised next year x just a little bit.