How hospital went yesterday and goodbye to a friend.

Yesterday was a very long tiring day. Fast from 10 o'clock to previous day for a glucose test (to see if I have diabetes). I was ment to have bloods at 9, but didn't end up having them till 11 ! , then I had to drink the glucose drink and then wait two hours to get bloods again, then I could eat. I was starving , iv never demolished a Blt like that in my life ! So weight was up. Everyone was happy with my progress from my results of last year. My lung function last year was 70% not its 79% woo !! I so badly want to get into the 80s now. (Hopefully next time I'm there). I like annuals because you can see a difference a year makes, but every year I'm getting older and they bombard you with loads of stuff, like the future. A lot of stuff to think about I suppose x I'm just happy everything is up up up and hopefully I can keep it all up ! I get scared like there's only so high I can get till the only way is down. I will work hard to make sure that doesn't happen x

something I'm really enjoying a the moment is the cf community on twitter ! I love speaking to all different people from all different places , some ill, some well. Some with babies, some getting engaged, others doing the dream jobs, holidays. I get a lot of joy speaking to other Cfs, I suppose it easy to click with some one when you have this one huge thing in common.

We lost a dear friend on Easter weekend , she was the longest cf person I knew. I grew up with her when I was a child in hospital on rosé ward. She was funny and ways getting her self into some kind of trouble. She was a fighter , if Chloe had thought me anything is to never give up ! When you loose some one to cf it is a big sting , I'm not sure because I no I have what they have, it makes you angry, why am I so well when she is so sick.its a big wake up call, that where not all here forever and we have to live for today !! Chloe is being cremated today, I feel like such a coward but I can't go, iv been to older people's funerals, but they have lived a full life! She was only starting hers. I can't say goodbye that would be to final x I shall say goodbye In my own way today x

She didn't get her call in time , we need more people on the organ donation register ! Please don't waist your organs when your no longer here, there are people that need them! http://www.organdonation.nhs.uk/how_to_become_a_donor/
Sign up today, it only takes 30 seconds , don't leave it for tomorrow because no one is garenteed a tomorrow x
If life teaches you anything, it's that we are not all here forever. Even if ur young, old , strong or weak. So do what makes you happy. Smile everyday. And make your dreams come true with the people you love around you. And remember to tell people you love them !!